i love you kayla, thanks for being my inspiration. maybe you’ll see this?(:

please dont look fat tomorrow please please please i’m begging you, body please. oh my god plese.

I WILL LOVE YOIU I ATE 2093842309480239 CALORIES TODAY AND BLAH WHY I AM TYPING IN CAPS I DO NOT KNOW

okay so i have this HUGE slouching/hunching problem and i can’t help it cuz its genetic and its a habit and idk waht to to do :’c i’m always bullied and made fun of for it and i can’t do anything about it and i just feel so shy going out and uncomfortable because i know everyone talks shit about me and i can’t stand living like this its hoorrible and i just wanna break down and cry at times thats how bad it gets. plus the fact that i’m fat and ugly doesn’t help. i’m gonna break down please help..

i hate my dad he’s so ignorant about me and eating disorders. today, he told me he was going to start “watching” what i ate, that fucktard, its not like i’ve been starving myself for over a y ear now. fuck you. :’(

okay what do i do now i’m fat as fuck i can’t lose weight i’m never going to be skinny someone please help me can i get lipo or something oh my god please i’ve never been so uncomfortable in my skin ugh

bawling my eyes out what am i going to do all i wanna do is cut and cut and cut and cut someone please help me oh my god i need a drink fuck please help me somebody i can’t do this anymore　

overwhelmed.maybe a few drinks will help

hah